Yes this site helped me stay out !
There was a time after I first faded that I was so lonely, I thought about going back just for fellowship . So glad I didn't fall into that trap . It takes time to adjust after leaving .In fact in my case I think three yrs was the turning point where I finally felt myself feel adjusting into normal life . At first you are still looking over your shoulder ,still using trigger words "the truth ","the Brothers" ect .... Slowly you do move on from all that .
Coming here and reading others stories reaffirmed to me I was not alone or crazy !
I read the personal stories ,I do not read the doctrine threads or debates . I now take long breaks from posting and it feels good to do that . I no longer want to think about anything witness related . Recently i have been back on because I have been home recuperaiting ,but I will be on less again once I am back to work .